are year later and zero to show for it

So any and all posts I initially created, namely all two of them, have been deleted.

Thats okay, I dont think I had any views anyway.

Why? WHY? Why would something interesting enough to be written by someone interesting enough to write ever stay published for more than a couple months at best? Nothing unpolitical, nothing lititure oriented, I've ever written represents the person I am a while after writing it. Save some stuff which would be either awkwardly poetical or personal. Does my personality and self change so spastically because I have no soul? Am I highly adaptable and its a good thing? Am I just narcisist?